Today it hit me, I am really in prison. I'm not sure how I feel. I thought I was OK but I took forever to wake up. The way fellow prisoners look at me tells me I do not feel well but I can't really feel it.
I'd say prison is not like I expected, but I had no expectations. No images, not even fears, nothing. Guess it will take time. I expect to spend no less than a month here. I'm sure that's enough time to see all the ugly sides of prison, to be genuinely depressed.
I'm in a good cell I suppose. Only one of us with me, Karim Reda, a young Ghad member with no experience. I would have preferred to be surrounded by friends, or to be with someone with experience like Kamal Khalil who would inspire confidence in me and make sense of everything, but I should not complain.
The cell has 3asaker Geish written on it. They tell me it is for gara2em nafseya. Seems everyone here are facing 'darb afda ila qatl' . Their first time. 3 are only few years older than me, 2 in their early 30s, and two older guys. 2 been here since 2003, the rest less than a year. Their first kill (Only one claims to be innocent. Says he is a petty thief). All are sa3ayda living in Cairo, two are neighbors, living omrania, etc.
I could go like this, give a list of observations about my cellmates and the prison itself, like the fact that there are hundreds of cats here, but that's all it is. A list of observations, nothing sinking in, no feelings or emotions, no real impressions. Anyways it's a good cell.
The guys are taking good care of us, even though since Kefaya landed we brought them nothing but trouble. I spent the first day with the whole sector (3anbar) locked. No one was allowed out not even for a few minutes. Turns out this was punishment for the hunger strike. The way they figured it the criminal inmates would be so angry at us for bringing this on them, they'd make sure we break the hunger strike even if by force.
I do not know about other cells but in cell 7 they did not harm Karim. They tried to convince him to stop but did not even threaten. After a while, two of them became seriously concerned for Karim's health (he's been on hunger strike for 4 days). I am yet to join the strike. Decided to wait for word from outside or from Kamal Khalil or something.
Still I am writing this in English to prevent my cellmates from reading over my shoulders, not that I am sure this will work. They are all educated and some are very knowledgeable, in the span of two days we discussed everything, from Egyptology to biology to economics, lots of politics tab3an. I have to defend Kefaya and all the different movements, I have to explain about the judges and I have to explain why I'm here, why it's worth it, and to be frank I've no idea why. It isn't worth being away from Manal for three days let alone 30 (mashy ya masr) but I can't really say that, can I ?
9-5-2006 Tora-Mahkoum
Translation of the arabic words used:
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sending the best wishings
sending the best wishings for you from germany. greeting rolli
Dear Alaa & Manal
Dear Alaa & Manal,
I am an Egyptian mother. My son looks exactly like you.
I want you to know we are all praying for you. I don't think there are enough words to make you feel better but all I can say is hang on there man. You make us proud. What doesn't kill you make you stronger. Don't let them win. Everything passes. This hard time will also pass and you'll come out of it stronger.
I am sending you my warmest wishesto you and Manal. May God bless you and see you through these dire moments.
We're with you
We pray for you Alaa, May Allah grant you confidence and help you go through these days, these days will be over, and u will be out, and these days will be a crown that will always honour your head. You are one of the brave sons of Egypt, we pray for god to save you from the tyranny of evil that rules Egypt, our beloved country, I was forced before to leave Egypt, now as I live in USA it hurts me soo much to see the injustice in which my egyptian brothers are suffering in. No matter what there has to be an ending for the Tyrant ruling of Mubarak, this dictator has turned Egypt into one big prison. We were in a demonstration in chicago against against the dictator mubarak , many of the egyptian youth here in USA prayed for you,, .
May Allah be with you
Amir
Greetings from Norway
I heard about your case from a newspaper up here in the cold Norway. Sending all the best wished to You, from Oslo
Second post
I might have been too harsh in the first post.
But what I was trying to tell you is that you must seek refuge in God, because He, and only He, can shelter you. Times like these when you're in prison, you'll feel depressed, lonely, and isolated...it is probably eating you alive. You must pray to God and ask Him to guide you correctly. This is my advice to you. If you want to act like you're "open minded", whatever the heck that means, or 'too good to be religious', then you will stay in prison, and even if you come out, you will be more dpressed than when you got in.
Compliments by: A man from Michigan, USA
Free ALaa and other 47!!! I
Free ALaa and other 47!!!
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You like Free Minds!!!
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My first post
Alaa, or whatever your name is.
Face it...your outspoken (maybe a little too much), you're a combination of a nerd and a hippy, and you're in prison. Last I heard, only losers go to prison. I am not jumping to any conclusions here, but if you're not religious with a firm belief in God and love in Prophet Muhammed (peace be upon him), and are not praying the five prayers everyday while you're in prison and behaving like a decent Muslim, then I wish you stay in prison forever with the other losers that befriend you.
Compliments by:
A man living in Michigan, USA.
Are you for real???!!!
Wow???!!!
What on earth made you think Alaa is a combination of a nerd and a hippy? Where did you get the idea that only losers go to prison (Funny how the whole world thinks of Mandela as a hero not a loser. Maybe Ghandi was a loser too? Maybe all men and women that fought for a cause and were emprisonned are loosers too !!!)? What made you think he's not praying? Do you really think that posting "I am not jumping to any conclusions here" will let you off the hook? Because, well for me, you are jumping to conclusions. By your logic, anyone who stays locked up does not pray and everyone outside is a pious believer. What a twisted shallow reasonning. You're definitely not the brightest apple on the tree.
Religion is in the heart and is a very personal matter. I guess living in Michigan made you forget the true elements of faith.
Hope
Hello Alaa
I hope your jail period ends soon. I am from Barcelona and I read about you from vilaweb.cat, where today you are one of the main news. So, you know? A little bit more of people knows about your situation and supports you.
I support you.
Support
Hello Alaa and Manal, I just heard the news few days ago by chance... (if we can use this word today). I fell concerned for u, Alaa and I guess it should not be easy neither for Manal. From here the info is passing because yesterday the shourta masry catch some belgian journalist. So the public is hot against it. I never went to jail so I have no clue bout what t's make u fell. Neverthelss I have many friend who went in Palestine and it seemed not easy. So one word courrage. I fell so disarmed in such case. If I can do stg for u... Cheers, Damien
الى كل الاحباب
الى كل الاحباب المعتقلين فى سجون حسنى مبارك وولده نحن نفخر بكم جميعا ونعتبركم رمزا للطهارة والشرف والتضحية من اجل غد افضل لنا جميعا احتملوا ايها الاحباب فنحن نتظركم خلف ابواب السجون مباشرة وسوف نستقبلكم بالاحضان لحظة خروجكم فرغم اننا نتمنى لكم الحرية الكاملة وننتظر عودتكم على احر من الجمر .. الا اننا نحن انفسنا لاننعم بالحرية ولن ننعم بها ابدا مالم ندفع ثمنها احتملوا فقد اوشك الظلام على الرحيل
Amusing
i find it amusing you can blog in prison. it's like, you're detained from one society, but still, you're accessible globally. where's the weight? anyway. i hope Allah helps you IF you're on the right, vice versa. if you're muslim, take heart that Joseph was imprisoned. and Allah is with the patient. amen. (if anyone in the secret service is reads this, i'm just a lazy surfer who is just passing time. no ulterior motive. :) )
Rabena Ma3ak ya Bro
Man , rabena ma3ak begad you dont deserve to be there! but what can the one say but "hasbana allah we ne3m el-wakil", our government is so screwd thats why they are doing this to you and to the other activists, im feeling really shame. just be strong bro, and im sure it will be over soon..........
NGO actions
This is a canadian NGO organization that supports human rights in many regions of the world including middle east. http://www.amnesty.ca/take_action/action_indexes/middle_east.php
A lot of these organizations do pressure their governements.. it's time to let the international world realise what's going on and take action..
Alaa - you are inpiring
Dear Alaa, I am not in a powerful position to alleviate the struggle you face, but I am powerful enough to use my passions and intellect to pursue truth and justice. Altough aour governments and medias would have the people of the world think we are striving for different ideals. I disagree and I find your story to be indicative of so many place were truth and justice are squashed by corruption. These days are very difficult for you, but youare a hero to me and many others around nthe world for standing up the way that you can. Bless you for your words and sharing with the world, and may the ears of justice hear your song.
I wish justice for your country, truth for your countrymen, health and love to you and your family.
Dylan (U.S)
Keep going! :)
Keep going! :)
ربنا معاك
تحية تقدير ياعلاء .. وربنا معاك انت وكل اللي معاك .. وقلوبنا كلها معاكم
One day they will be able to laugh at their time in prison
A couple of days ago I watched Mona AlShazli's 10 PM on Dream 2. She featured Tahani Rached's documentary film : Four Women of Egypt. It's about 4 remarkable women who were all detained in prison, some for more than one time, for their opinions and /or their social or political activity. Although it must have been a terrible experience at the time, they were making fun of it now. I hope that Alaa and the others will come out of jail soon to enjoy their freedom and loved ones. I hope that the time in jail will only strengthen their resolve, and that one day they will be able to laugh at it.
منال فى اخبار
منال فى اخبار جديدة عن علاء و باقى المعتقلين ؟ ليه الموقع نابم اليومبن دول؟
معلش
معلش يا جماعة،أنا مشغولة اوي اليومين دول و لازم كمان اروح شغلي..فياريت تصبروا شوية..كمية التعليقات اللي لازم تتنشر كتيرة فاستحملوا شوية
أنا كمان بحاول انشر كل ما يبقى في أخبار..بس مفيش أخبار جديدة عن المعتقلين..الحمد الله كلهم بخير و معظمهم معنوياته كويسة.
علاء و اللي اتحبسوا معاه، و ال12 اللي اتحبسوا يوم 24 ابريل هيتعرضوا على النيابة يوم السبت الجاي
god with you
Dear Manal , you have to proud od you husband he is a hero and he is a fighter man he and all colleagues, be proud of him and all of us with you.
عامل فيها بطل
عامل فيها بطل .. طب انت كاتب الكل
ام بالانجليزى ليه؟
و مراتك دى جاية تقول لأمريكا تقطع المعونة
واضح انكوا من المأجورين
تستحق الاعتقال فعلا و عقبال اعتقال كل اللى زيك
مواطن مصرى شريف
ده انت مش مواطن
ده انت مش مواطن مصرى شريف ده انت مواطن متناك امك حبلت فيك فى الاتوبيس يابن العرص ، عيب لما تتهم الناس المحترمة ياخول يابن المرة الوسخه
انا تعبت
السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته كل يوم بسمع فيه عن الناس اللي اعتقلت او كده.. بتعب جدا..وبحس بعدم امان.. وبادعي من كل قلبي.. ربنا معاكوا يارب..ويفك ازمتكم.. وتكون عليكم خفيفه.. تجربة السجن دي تجربه غريبه اوي... في ناس دخلت السجن..طلعوا منه اسوء من الاول في ناس دخلوه طلعوا حافظين القرآن كامل.. واحسبك انت من النوع الثاني.. ويارب كل واحد فينا يعيد حساباته ويبقى انسان اشجع واقوى..من غير مايتعرض لتجربه فظيعه زي دي..
سبحان الله..ما كان ليخطئك ما اصابك(اسفه لو كتبتها غلط بس مش فاكره النص الصحيح) في حكمة كبيره جدا..مش لعلاء بس.. لأ لكل واحد فينا.. يارب نقدر نوصللها ونفهما..
ملحوظه..بجد انا تعبت جدا من الردود اللي ف الموضوع ده.. عمر ما كان الغلط مبرر اني اتصرف غلط.. عموما اعتذر لو كلامي هايدايق حد..
جزيتم خيرا.. هدانا الله واياكم..
الحرية لا يمكن
الحرية لا يمكن ان تكون بدون ثمن -- كل الاحرار في العالم دفعوا ثمن الحرية -- أنظر علي سبيل المثال - نيلسون مانديلا - 27 عام معتقل -- هذا هو الثمن
ياعم مش قوى كده
ياعم مش قوى كده الحكاية كلها خمستاشر يوم .. انت هاتعمل فيلم هندى
hello
Hello from Croatia!
http://www.tportal.hr/tehnologija/internet/page/2006/05/16/0014006.html
You have your goal
you have your goal, and i am sure that you will accomplish it.
الى منال
يمكن اتأخرت اني ابعت هالرسالة..بدي قلكن اني كنت عم زور زوجي ياسر بدران بسجن طرة معتقل مع المناضلين كلن والحمد لله اطمنت عليهن كلن تمام ومعنوياتن مرتفعة جدا وادارة السجن الى حد ما متعاطفة معاهن وكانوا فكوا الاضراب بعد الحصول على طلباتن وكانوا متل الملائكة بهاللبس الابيض رائعيييييييين وحبيت قلك يا منال انو شفت علاء وسلمت عليه وطالع شكلوا عسل بالشعر المقصوص وكان شكلوا معنوياتو مرتفعة كمان ومرح وكتير عسوووول بدي قلك يا منال انو قلبي معك وحاسة فيكي اكتر من اي حدا لانو نفس المشاعر عم نعيشا سوا بس فعلا الواحد بيرفع راسوا بهيك ابطال الحمد لله اننا منحمل نفس القضية ونفس المبدأ ومستعدين دائما انو نضحى ببلاد نحلم انو تكون افضل يا رب الله يرجعهن لاحضان اهاليهم الله ينصرهم ويثبتهم
keep the good soul brother.
keep the good soul brother. fatra wa ta3dy 3la 7`ir isa... just don't let the depression get to u soul. see u soon.
Alaa, I was watching
Alaa, I was watching national television news in South Africa last night, prime time, and suddenly your face was splashed all over the screen and your plight was made known to millions of South Africans. So our thoughts, our millions of thoughts, are with you and your colleagues, and we will write letters to our embassy to tell them we are watching.
Respect
Respect to you brother, for the higher goals you fight for.
Your brother from Jordan.
Have courage, friend
Just yesterday, I was recommending you for a grant to attend our conference. And now this. Alaa, I wish that only good comes out of this - have strength, friend - our thoughts are with you. Sending love and hugs to you and Manal.
Allah be with u
although i dont like they way u talk in some posts and the bad words u say i wish that u be out of prison soon en sha2 allah i will pray for u to be free but promise me no more bad words or i will say ya rab matetla3esh :p (kidding) rabina ma3ak bas balash hunger strike de i cant stay more than 3 or 4 hrs without food
take care and for Manal i'm sorry for u too i know how u feel while Alaa is away rabina yefok segnak yakhoia we yeraga3ak salem ghanem
we ne2olak kafara ya me3alem
الرجالة بتبان فى المواقف دى
dr.adriano look alaa i really don't know personally or even know the way u r tinking of well,,i saw alot of comments that other people say not good words about u&also other things that people saying great things about u..really that doesn't matter now..the more important thing that u r a man who is detained for his point of view &this is a crim buddy..be strong,every free person is with u.
تحية من لبنان
تحية من لبنان للرفاق في مصر،وامان امان على مصر الصاحية والمصريين الشادين الحيل
Ya Alaa, at least in Egypt, the regime is still retarded enough to use pre-sovietic ways for oppressing you, and it’s obvious that it is not working. In Lebanon, nobody, I assure you that not even a single person is in Jail because of his ideas. Instead, we are so fed with such bull.. that all the ideas we are producing (except for the exceptions, no need to say) are, one way or the other, whether they intend it or not, serving the regime. the exceptions are so few that they won’t even bother to put them in jail, instead, they let us talk, and transform the truth we dare to expose to some point of view of some rebellious youngsters, one of many and not especially worth attention. Lucky you Alaa, you are in prison, but your mind is free, and don’t worry, you are no longer alone in this world
what prison offers internet
what prison offers internet access ?
Hang in there
Hey man just wanted you to know that yes we're not in there with you but for what its worth we want you to know we ALL respect what you did and what you are doing and I feel shitty that I can't do much about it expect hang ure pic about and although its easier said than done I for one wish I was in there with you and just hang in there bro and this shit will pass eventually. Also if its worth something I'm sending this from Bahrain (yeah man you got your voice heard even in the Gulf.. ) and also if it means anything just let you know you are an inspiration to all the people I know who know you and you got me hooked up in all this political shit and whenever I go to Egypt I'm either election monitoring or demonstrating and it all started with you. I swear man I wish I was there with you. Just hang tight and let it pass. Good Luck and God bless you man.
معلش يا جماعة الاخ fuck greycell بيقول ال
الاخ الي اسمه "حينيكني" اسمه fuck greycell يعني مردتش ليه يا كافر و لا لسة بتقول الشهادتين مستنيك هنا مش رايح في حتة ومش حبطل ارد علشان اتكبست فطق الدم من طيزي زي ما حصل مع ناس كدة
Stay strong
What you are doing is great! I love your attitude and your love for each other is adorable!
euroarabe.com
You were detained fighting for all of us
I hope Alaa and all those who were kidnapped by Mubarak's monstrous regime will be released soon to enjoy their deserved freedom and join their loved ones. I am in owe of all of you guys and gals, you were detained fighting for all of us. It takes a lot of courage to go against such a brutal regime, and the fact that you chose to go out and protest knowing of the dangers speaks volumes of your character. Soon when this regime comes to its miserable end, you will have the pride and the satisfaction of knowing you have helped hammer the final nails in its coffin. Kudos to you!!
what can I say but
what can I say but courage.
Manal, courage, let's hope Alaa will be out soon and well. Alaa, you are a brave soul.
...................
Alaaa, I am really under the shock since I came back, especially after all the freedom the western they give and I feel sad for the Egyptian youth, they have no interest and no direction towards anything, they are into media and advertisement and even this is towards ay kalammmmmmm... it is a shame for every one if they do not have a message to transfer and support you and transform your voice all over the world, people like you who made the revolution in Europe and now we envy them.... people like you who dad a message and they believe in and the question, do really every Egyptian youth feel the value of what you are doing, and how because of you .....their children may have the freedom to express their themselves... alaa, we are proud of you and I will take whatever to make everyone know the scandal we have in our precious Egypt and manal she is a strong woman and I guess during your stay in the prison all you need is to think positively other wise the physiological pressure will be the worst.........
take care and all our support and love
Diiii
Rabena Ma3ak
Rabena Ma3ak
لوحة الشرف
أظن آن الأوان لعمل لوحة شرف تضم اسماء و صور جميع من انضربوا أو اتسحلوا أو اعتقلوا بواسطة النظام المجرم الجبان ممن يطالبون بحرية الشعب المصرى
كده هتعملوا لوحة شرف ل 70 مليون مواط
اظن انك هتحتاج تعمل لوحة ل 70 مليون مواطن مصري من عصر الفراعنة وهما بيتسحلوا وزاد عليهم السحل بعد الانقلاب العسكري في 52
Hold on
Whether Alaa is Agnost or whatever, this is not the issue here at all. He is prisoned because he wrote what he thinks, and what he thinks upset the regime. This is a situation that we all share and we all could have been in his shoes. It is not the time to agree or disagree with him, it the time to support freedom, and to stand to that test. If we all surrunder to the regime and fear the consequenses then all what we have been doing before is pointless. I disagree with Alaa on lots of things but this does not prevent me from suporting him and everybody else with him is his cause.
Free Alaa, Free All prisoners of freedom of speech
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http://30fabruary.blogspirit.com/
الإخوان المسلمون
نحن معك يا علاءحتي النجاه هداك الله و عافاك
اللهم فك كربه اللهم انسه في سجنه اللهم اهدي قلبه إلي الايمان اللهم هون عليه سجنه اللهم اهدي من حوله من مسجونين اللهم ما صوب رميهم نحو الظالمين اللهم ارفع مقتك و غضبك عنا و صلي و سلم و بارك علي خاتم المرسلين سيدنا محمد صلي الله عليه و سلم
و نحن شباب الأخوان المسلمين نضع يدينا في يد اخواننا في الوطن و نرفع راية السلام
I'm with you
when i knew about the detaining of alaa, i wasn't know alaa as himself but when i read the report in ( aldostour ) journal, i'm really sad .. now i'm coming here to registration and make myself a member to be with you .. alaa i'm with you .. all my friends with you .. we will pray for you .. don't afraid and stand up as a man in the prison ..and thank you
Alaa! Sorry to hear that,
Alaa! Sorry to hear that, don't stay there man we need you here. I guess they are trying to scare people like you because it makes them look bad outside the country. I am sure you will come out of this ordeal more stronger and just next time don't let them arrest you. We need you to continue writing and raise awareness so people around the world know what is going on in our poor Egypt!. Manaal don't worry he'll come back soon, they can't keep him there, not after the whole world knows about the reason of his arrest.
رسالة احتاج
قمت باعداد رسالة احتجاج على هذا الرابط http://www.e7tegag.blogspot.com/ ارجو ان تعملو على دعم الحملة عن طريق نشرها و التفضل باي اقتراحات ترونها مناسبة و شكرا
أموت أنا لما
أموت أنا لما الائي واحد اخوانجي زي الانونيموس القذر ده أعد يشتم كده ويبين أصله النتن لأن ناس زي علاء تضربهم في الصميم وأحب ائوله ولا علاء هيتأثر و لا منال وطظ فيك وفي مرشيديك وكلنا معاك يا علاء ويامنال ده أحنا أقوياء بيكوا وخلوا المناظر النتنة دي تحت رجليكو عشان تعلوا أكثر وفوق في الحرية كلها بشرط عدم الاستسلام
لعلمك بقى لو
لعلمك بقى لو ساب عليك القمل اللى فى دقنه هايقرقشك احترم نفسك احسن لك .. قال اموت انا قال .. دى اسهل حاجة عندهم يموتوك .. ويطلعوا راسك وهى مقطوعه على الانترنيت .. اسكت اسكت .. هوووس
faker ya 3ala2 lama 2olt
faker ya 3ala2 lama 2olt bahdalt eh ana 3omry ma 7asali 7aga m3a inak kan tala3 3enak fel mozahrat.. delwa2ty itshadet aho we bardo bet2ol the cell is good we m3rfsh eh. .inta methal leltafa2ol ya alaa.. u always look to the half that is full of the glass.. rabena yesabrk ya alaa and manal if u ever needed anything just tell us .. u never know how we might help u :)
what can I say you are a
what can I say you are a hero inspite anyone can say they said that all the egyptain young people are spoilt and do not read and do not particapate and give there opinion in what is happening in our country but when the people tried to say anything they began to do what they had done to u so please be strong, most of the egyptian people are with u don't be afraad from the policmen that are trying to hurt u or torure u they r like dogs nothing but animals that get orders from there master to do what there master want, they may hurt ur body but your soul will be free because u r trying to make all of us free thanks a lot for what u r doing for us hoping to see u free again
counterattack
hang on there bro, they will never be able to take us down!
solidarity from paris
Hey Alaa,
I've met you in egypt and we've spoken about translation of softwares and so on, a friend of us have arranged this meeting. I Hope everything is ok wether I know how prison is unhuman. I'm trying to let many friend here in France know what is happening with you and with Egypte, and we will try to enlarge solidarity between your struggle there and our's here.
Keep our dam strong. Adnane.
to Manal
I'm not going to tell you to be strong because i know you are and i'm not going to feel sorry for Alaa because he took the decision with full knowledge of the consequences and he was prepared for it so the only feelings i have for Alaa are respect and admiration. But i want to ask you a question.. how can i upload an image to you blog. i have loads of images of the massacre that took place on Thursday the 11th of may. they was taken by our photographer in Reuters Goran Tomasevic and I would like to spread these photos so as many people as possible can watch it and see what really happened. I already published some on my blog (elusivesaturday.blogspot.com) but i'm sure your blog will help spread them better. hope i would get a reply from you. thanx lilian
if u want u can send them
if u want u can send them to me by email, and I'll make them available to everyone on the net and u can link to them from ur blog.
hope u r fine
al salamu alaikom terga3 bel salam ya alaa
I hope you'll be with us again soon
Alaa, It was so good to hear from you in prison. Hang on there buddy, 70 million Egyptians will be joining you inside soon. Mubarak has managed to find out the "final solution" for our housing problems. Lock'em all up, he says.
احسن وللهي مع
احسن وللهي مع اني مش عارفة هى الحكومة اخدته ليه ولا فين السجن العادي ولا سجن النساء ياريت بس يربوه ويحلقوا شعره اللي اطول من شعر جوزه لامؤاخذة اقصد مراته ويا ترى لو ضربوه ولا عملوا في حاجة حيقول يارب ولا حيفضل على جهله يالا ربنا يهدي
عبدة للهي
أحسن "وللهي"؟
مين للهي ده؟
ربنا إللي بيقسموا بيه اسمه: "الله" يا مؤمنة
إنت مش عارفة إللي بيغلط في لفظ الجلالة بيتعمل فيه إيه يا كتكوتة؟ حاجات وحشة خالص
أظن لو حد ملحد ويعرفكوا لا يمكن يفكر في يوم من الأيام يصدق في ربنا : إذا كانت هي دي عينة "المؤمنين" شماتة وغل وتمني الأذى ده غير الجهل "وأحسن وللهي" .
شيك قوي القفلة بتاعة تعليقك: "يللا ربنا يهدي"
واحدة داخلة تشمت وتتمنى الأذى (هتموتي تسمعي إنهم أذوا علاء مش كدة؟ يمكن عشان تقعدي تقولي حكم من نوع "شوف ربك يا مؤمن: يمهل ولا يهمل") وبعدين بتتجرأ "تدعي" بالهداية. الهداية دي خليها لنفسك يسمعها منك "للهي" بتاعك. أما ربنا إللي فاكرة إنك "بتحاميله" فما اعتقدش إنك تلزميه
انا حافترض انك
انا حافترض انك مواطنة مصرية عادية ولست مخبرة رغم انه افتراض يوتوبي حاقولك ليه احنا بنعمل كدة و لي علاء بيعمل كدة
لما تبقي عاملة مظاهرة سلمية و تشوفي ابوك بيتسحل قادمك علي الارض مع انك ولا شتمت و لا فتحت بقك بس اعلنت رايك بتحضر
لما تتدرضي في كليتك داخل السور وتتمرمط بكرامة اهلك الارض و تسقط سنتين ورا بعض رغم انك جايب 5 امتياز لان في دكتور خول بيشتغل في فرع الداخلية المسمي باجمعة ال###### اقصد اي جامعة مش مهم انهي كلهم تبع وزارة الداخلية
لما يحصل كل ده عايزانا نفضل نتكلم بالراحة ازاي ازاي مشتمش بعد كل الي اتعمل ده ازاي يعني
انتي معترضة و شايفة ان علاء كفر طيب ما انتي كفرتي انت شفتي الكفر بعينك و محاولتش تغيريه ولا حتي بقلبك انت اكيد كنت بتشوفي ناس بتتظلم ولا عمرك عملت حاجة بل و لو سالوك كنت حاتقولي احسن لما كنت في اللكية و طالب يسقط بس علشان مطول دقنه ده حتي مش بيمشي في مظاهرات ولا حتي منتمي للاخوان انسان طبيعي جدا زيك بس مطول دقنه و علشان كدة يسقط (ده مش انا علي فكرة يعني)
لما طالب يحصل خلاف بينه و بين امن الكلية و بالسبب ده يعتقل قبل الامتحان بيوم و يتساب بعده بيوم بدون اي ورق رسمي علشان يتسجل غائب بدون عذر و انت تعرف و متعملش حاجة تبقي مسلم
و بعدين تعالي هنا الناس ايام الرسول كان شعرها كدة و اطول من كدة الصحابة بقي كانوا كفرة ولا انت بتقول انهم كانوا خولات لما واحد زيك يقول علي حد انه خول لانه مطول شعره و الصحابة كانوا مطولين شعرهم مش يبقي سب الصحابة و مش في الاسلام من سب الصحابة خرج عن الاسلام
يبقي يا طنط قبل ما تقولي علي الناس عريانين غطي طيزك
ايه ياروح أمك
ايه ياروح أمك انت فاضى وماوراكش حاجة بقى وعمال ترمى تعليقات فى كل حتة؟ انت مين قال لك انها واحدة مش واحد؟ ولو واحدة يصح تكلمها كده يامحترم ياللى مش سافل؟ وهو كل حد يقول رأى مش عاجب شلتكم تقولوا عليه مخبر وأمن دولة؟ ايه الزبالة دى؟ وازاى تشبه الخول الملحد ده بالصحابة؟ طب على أيامهم ماكانش فيه حلاقين وكانت دى سنة حياتهم..علاء باشا سيف الكفر ده مربى شعره ودقنه سنة ولا منيكة؟ ياريت ترد يادلدول الست
قال اه معارضه
والله عندك حق هو كل واحد مش لاقي حاجة يعملها يعمل نفسه معارضة ويتكلم وهو مش فاهم حاجة وبعدين قوللنا هنا منين جايبين كل الفلوس اللي بتصرفوها في الدعاية والضجة اللي انتم عملنها على النت ؟ ما في مئات من المعارضة موجودين في السجون لاسباب كثيرة مسمعناش منكم صوت ولا حس ولكن لما واحد من جماعتكم يتمسك تيجي الفلوس من حيث لا نعلم وتنصرف على طولت اللسان ولم واحد سألكم تقولوا عليه امن دولة، عموما ان الواحد يتقال عليه امن دولة احسن من خاين بياخد فلوس من بره البلد علشان يخرب بيها البلد ويسموا نفسهم قال اه معارضة، جاتكم نيله وهباب، خلوه يحلق ويبقى راجل القول وبعد كده تعالوا اتكلموا
اولا يا ستين
انا مين؟ الناس تعرف بافعالها مش بشخصياتها انا يا سيدي زي ما قلت hacktivist و طبعا علاشان انت جاهل و مش بتعرف تدور علي اي معلومة محاوتش تعرف يعني ايه
مين قالي انها واحدة لاني بعرف اقرا و اكتب مش زي ناس تقريبا بتنزل السايبر تقف جنب صاحب السايبر علشان يكتبلهاالردود و ردودها ملاينة غلطات مطبعية و مفيهاش ريحة المنطق و الي يغيظ الواحد انك شملول اوي و مردتش علي الحاجات الي انا قلتها
ليه انا شتمتها لان المحترم نحترمه الخول ننيكه في واحدة محترمة تقول لواحد انه مخنث بالزمة مش ديه واحدة قليلة الادب و كافرة في واحدة محترمة و متدينة تشمت في واحد في وقت الضيق دا الرسول الكريم يا كافر انت و هي حزن حزن شديد لهزيمة الروم الي هم مسيحين و اعدائه يبقي انت و هي كفرة ولا لأ انت و هي مش بتلتزموا بسنة الرسول و جايين تقولوا علي واحد كافر و الرسول قال ان مش من حق حد يقول علي حد انه كافر ربنا هو الي يحكم يا كافر
انت و هي امن دولة مش علشان بتقولوا حاجات ضدنا لا علشان انتم الي بتبتدوا بقلة الادب و احنا بنبتدي بالاحترام لما علاء يكتب بمنتهي الاحترام عن معاناته في السجن تقوم تدخل واحدة تقول عليه مخنث تبقي كافرة طبقا للدين الاسلامي الي هي نفسها مؤمنة بيه و يبقي من حقنا نضربها بالجزمة الي عايز الناس تعامله باحترام يتكلم باحترام احنا بنبدا بالاحترام لكن الخول حنيكه انا شبهته بالصحابة يا متخلف كمان مش بتعرقف تقرا الشرموطة التانية قالت انه مخنث لانه مطول شعره يعني هي بتقول ان تطويل الشعر حرام و بتقول الي يطول شعره يبقي خول و الصحابة كانوا بيطولوا شعرهم يبقي هي قالت ان الصحابة خولات تبقي كافرة و شرموطة
الصحابة مكنش عندهم مقصات و الات حادة يقصوا بيها شعرهم يا خول يا جاهل بطل ترد علي الناس بدل مش بتعرف تقرا كان في مقصات سبب عدم قص الشعر هو اختيار شخصي و الدليل هو ان رهبان الجزيرة العربية كانوا بيحلقوه يا اهبل يبقي بكس امك هي قالت ان الصحابة خولات تبقي هي قالت علي نفسها كافرة لان الاسلام الي هي موافقة علي كل تعاليمه بتقول انها كافرة تبقي تروح تقول الشهادتين قبل ما تشتم واحد من اشرف الناس في مصر
"علاء باشا سيف الكفر ده مربى شعره ودقنه سنة ولا منيكة" و انت مال اهلك انت واحد بيعمل حاجة ولا غلط ولا حرام انت بقي تيجي تقول انه عمل حاجة حرام و انه خول واخد توكيل من ربنا بكسمك ولا انت رئيس جمعية الخولات و من حقك تقرر مين الخولات
لو الرد الي جاي بتاعك كان محترم نبقي خالصين شتيمة و مستعد اكلمك باحترام لو انت رجعت تتكلم باحترام انما حتقل ادبك تاني حضربك ستين جزمة و تاني يا خول انا مشتمتش امك ولا امها و المرة ديه عديتهالك لو شتمت امي تاني يبقي متبقاش تلوم حد غير نفسك
عايز تشوف مسلم محترم يا كافر: http://www.manalaa.net/alaa_blogs_from_prison#comment-20982 اهو واحد اخوان مسلمين و مسلم بس محترم روح اتعلم دينك و بعدين ابقي اتكلم
تاني لو انت شايف انك محترم و عايزنا نكلمك باحترام متبدأش بالغلط و عاكلهم بالحسني و رد بالتي هي احسن علي التي هي اسوأ يا كافر يالي متعرفش اي حاجة عن الاسلام و انت كمان زيها متنساش تقول الشهادتين قبل ما تيجي تاني ترد علي انك مسلم و خلي بالك انت بتتكلم زي ما اكون انا ظالمكم ولا عملتلكم حاجة احنا هنا كل واحد بيقول رايه و كوني برد عليك بنفس اللغة بتاعتك يبقي انا بامارس حرية الراي لو اناعوز انيكك بجد كنت حقطعلك خط النت الي انت متصل منه و حاجيبلك فاتورة تليفون ب 10 الاف جنيه المرة الجاية و خلي بالك انا عارف انت ساكن فين و عارف نمرة تليفونك و انا راجل و قد كل كلمة بقولها تحب تجرب؟
فتش و بوس و
فتش و بوس و اوعه اللبوس
بامارس حرية الراي
what u mean? i ask u to take care of what u write, that has nothing with (بامارس حرية الراي) N
انا وضحت اني
انا وضحت اني شتمت لانها هي بدأت باهانة علاء و كمان وصفته باوصاف لا يصح ان يصف بها مسلم اي شخص اخر خاصة اذا كان في محنة اذا انتوا عايزن فعلوا تتحاوروا حوالين حاجة معينة يبقي تعرض وجهة نظرك باحترام لكن داخل تشتم و مفترض اننا حنرد عليك باحترام بتاع ايه يعني حد قالك اننا بنشتغل ملايكة بعد الظهر؟؟؟
to all the geniuses who bad
to all the geniuses who bad mouth Alaa and his wife - فعن أبي هريرة رضي الله عنة عن النبي قال: { إن العبد ليتكلم بالكلمة من رضوان الله لا يلقي لها بالا يرفعه الله بها درجات،وإن العبد ليتكلم بالكلمة من سخط الله لا يلقي لها بالا يهوي بها في جهنم } رواه البخاري:6487.
وفي حديث معاذ رضي الله عنة عندما سئل النبي : { و إنا لمؤاخذون بما نتكلم به؟ قال : ثكلتك أمك يا معاذ، وهل يكب الناس في النار على وجوههم إلا حصائد ألسنتهم } صحيح الترمذي:2110.
يا أخ
يا أخ كات-ميسوري
أنت كاتب رسالة ماجستير ولا مشاركة فهمني؟
موقع التغيير يهدي منال أغنية خصيصا
يهدي موقع التغيير هذا الإنتاج إلى منال وعلاء وكل أحرار مصر من بنات وشباب في سجون مبارك http://taqhier.net/songs4.php
Full support for Alaa and his friends
Calling on the Russian bloggers to support Alaa and his friends
KEFAYA NIZAM ZEBALA!
استعن بالله
استعن بالله يا علاء.. إن شاء الله كل ده حيكون ذكرى تحكيها لأولادك.. إن شاء الله فترة وتمر بسلام زي ما مرت على أهالينا اللي اتحملوا قبلينا .
ربنا يوفقك ويرجعك بالسلامة ..
If you stand for nothing else...
It is easy for me to be so far away in a free nation where I can hang any sign I want out and have few problems (certainly, as long as I do not advocate violence, no police will come for me and certainly not beat me) to give you support and say you are doing the right thing. Someone early on was giving people grief about that in the comments.
But, this is not about me or the easy. The right thing is not always easy to know and is often not easy to do. Certainly, the first few days will seem easy to you, but it will be much harder as time goes on. Yet, I believe in you because you have always believed in yourself and believed in a different Egypt. We may have some different views on how exactly it will come about or what socio/politic/economic solution will be the best. But, there are a few things that we can agree on and they are the big ones. Freedom, equality before the law, free speech and fair political processes and elections.
These seem so simple, yet they are far away in many respects. Except today. Today, they were that much closer. Today, they mean more than any of the other slogans. They mean something because you have made them mean something. Until today, I never knew a man who would stand for his convictions in the face of arrest and incarceration. You have proven that these things do mean something more than mere slogans.
Seeing your words and the title "blogging from prison" reminded me of Martin Luther King, Jr in his letter from Birmingham Jail.
http://www.thekingcenter.org/prog/non/Letter.pdf
"While confined here in the Birmingham city jail, I came across your recent statement calling my present activities "unwise and untimely." Seldom do I pause to answer criticism of my work and ideas. If I sought to answer all the criticisms that cross my desk, my secretaries would have little time for anything other than such correspondence in the course of the day, and I would have no time for constructive work. But since I feel that you are men of genuine good will and that your criticisms are sincerely set forth, I want to try to answer your statements in what I hope will be patient and reasonable terms.
Several months ago the affiliate here in Birmingham asked us to be on call to engage in a nonviolent direct-action program if such were deemed necessary. We readily consented, and when the hour came we lived up to our promise. So I, along with several members of my staff, am here because I was invited here I am here because I have organizational ties here.
But more basically, I am in Birmingham because injustice is here."
I am here because injustice is here. Those are some very powerful words. He goes on to say:
"Moreover, I am cognizant of the interrelatedness of all communities and states. I cannot sit idly by in Atlanta and not be concerned about what happens in Birmingham. ***Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere.*** We are caught in an inescapable network of mutuality, tied in a single garment of destiny. ***Whatever affects one directly, affects all indirectly.*** Never again can we afford to live with the narrow, provincial "outside agitator" idea. Anyone who lives inside the United States can never be considered an outsider anywhere within its bounds."
You see, even a man we now consider a great American who changed our society was considered an "outsider" and an "agitator". Someone who had other purposes than simply trying to change his local situation. I think this is significant because so many protesters in Egypt who ask for democracy and basic freedoms are often considered to be agents of Israel or the United States. Martin Luther King Jr was accused in a similar manner of being from the outside; not part of the local community and people feared that his interference would cause a much greater physical struggle. You are an Egyptian. You cannot be from the "outside". You have the right as an Egyptian to demand a change in your society.
I often think, when I read the letter, that, while MLK had great vision, while sitting in Birmingham jail, he must have wondered how much and how far it would all go. While he had a dream, even at his greatest moment, he wondered how long it would take. Most people know some of his most famous speeches. The last being before he was assassinated he spoke about getting to the river Jordan and looking into the promise land, but that he might not get there with everyone. Whether it was a premonition or if he was simply talking about what he thought would be the length of the struggle, it was still a significant comment. He understood that this would be more than a few marches and a few speeches. It would be the long war and he had to be prepared and needed to prepare people around him to "fight it".
That is where you are. You must decided how much you will give and for what purpose. Is it for you and Manala or the children you might have? Is it for a dream? How much is it worth to you and what would you give? Is this moment the most that you are willing to give for it?
Only you can decide. But, even if you choose to stop hereafter, I will not think less of you. You will have inspired the next and the next even if you don't realize it.
"Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere. We are caught in an inescapable network of mutuality, tied in a single garment of destiny. Whatever affects one directly, affects all indirectly."
You may not feel that you are important to this movement or that it is beyond you. Maybe you are not the "leader". Maybe the idea of being the next MLK or other Egyptian great dissenters is difficult to believe or imagine. But it is not about all the moments past nor completely about you. It is about all the others, too and they, like you, have put a value on their freedom, on their dreams and that is why they are there. You say that you would feel better if another with more experienced was there, yet they are not. Just you and a few younger ones.
I would bet that some words of strength and comfort from you would go a long way. I recall that MLK had not been in jail before. He had to decide on his role at that point. What was he doing to his family? What was he doing for them? Was it worth it? He had some assistants with him in jail and they were afraid as well, but he gave them strength. Knowing you from your blog and comments, I know that you have a reserve to share.
Well, MLKs dream took a long time and even now there is no perfection, yet, his dream has come to fruition.
I don't always think about it. A few weekends ago, we had a barbecue with friends and family. White, black, hispanic and American Indian. Honestly, until this moment seeing this post and being reminded about MLKs letter, I gave no thought to the struggle it took to get there. Now I am reminded that one man made the difference and behind him were the many who also believed.
"In any nonviolent campaign there are four basic steps: collection of the facts to determine whether injustices exist; negotiation; self-purification; and direct action. We have gone through these steps in Birmingham. There can be no gainsaying the fact that racial injustice engulfs this community. Birmingham is probably the most thoroughly segregated city in the United States. Its ugly record of brutality is widely known. Negroes have experienced grossly unjust treatment in the courts."snip
"As in so many past experiences, our hopes bad been blasted, and the shadow of deep disappointment settled upon us. We had no alternative except to prepare for direct action, whereby we would present our very bodies as a means of laying our case before the conscience of the local and the national community. Mindful of the difficulties involved, we decided to undertake a process of self-purification. We began a series of workshops on nonviolence, and we repeatedly asked ourselves : "Are you able to accept blows without retaliating?" "Are you able to endure the ordeal of jail?""
That is the question and one you and others may need to ask yourselves many times in the course of the struggle. If you cannot commit, you may not be able to see this through.
"You may well ask: "Why direct action? Why sit-ins, marches and so forth? Isn't negotiation a better path?" You are quite right in calling, for negotiation. Indeed, this is the very purpose of direct action. Nonviolent direct action seeks to create such a crisis and foster such a tension that a community which has constantly refused to negotiate is forced to confront the issue. It seeks so to dramatize the issue that it can no longer be ignored. My citing the creation of tension as part of the work of the nonviolent-resister may sound rather shocking. But I must confess that I am not afraid of the word "tension." I have earnestly opposed violent tension, but there is a type of constructive, nonviolent tension which is necessary for growth"snip
"The purpose of our direct-action program is to create a situation so crisis-packed that it will inevitably open the door to negotiation. I therefore concur with you in your call for negotiation. Too long has our beloved Southland been bogged down in a tragic effort to live in monologue rather than dialogue"snip
"*****My friends, I must say to you that we have not made a single gain civil rights without determined legal and nonviolent pressure. Lamentably, it is an historical fact that privileged groups seldom give up their privileges voluntarily. Individuals may see the moral light and voluntarily give up their unjust posture; but, as Reinhold Niebuhr has reminded us, groups tend to be more immoral than individuals. *****
I would like to say, at this moment, those that think that the democratic movements demanding their rights, their place in the political process or justice before the law should "wait" for the right time; for the time when the worry of a potential Islamic rule in Egypt (the potential for less freedom) by the MB to be "past", they should read MLK. and I ask at this moment, "When will the time be right?" as MLK said, the time is never right for those who are in power, those who fear and those without a dream. In order to make change, the fear must be seen through, walked through and the dream must take its place. To do otherwise would be to continue, "justice too long delayed is justice denied".
MLK said you should keep your eye on the prize. Don't look down or back, but always forward.
"Perhaps it is easy for those who have never felt the stinging dark of segregation to say, "Wait." But when you have seen vicious mobs lynch your mothers and fathers at will and drown your sisters and brothers at whim; when you have seen hate-filled policemen curse, kick and even kill your black brothers and sisters; when you see the vast majority of your twenty million Negro brothers smothering in an airtight cage of poverty in the midst of an affluent society...when you no forever fighting a degenerating sense of "nobodiness" then you will understand why we find it difficult to wait. There comes a time when the cup of endurance runs over, and men are no longer willing to be plunged into the abyss of despair. I hope, sirs, you can understand our legitimate and unavoidable impatience. "snip
"The answer lies in the fact that there are two types of laws: just and unjust. I would be the Brat to advocate obeying just laws. One has not only a legal but a moral responsibility to obey just laws. Conversely, one has a moral responsibility to disobey unjust laws. I would agree with St. Augustine that "an unjust law is no law at all"
Now, what is the difference between the two? How does one determine whether a law is just or unjust? A just law is a man-made code that squares with the moral law or the law of God. An unjust law is a code that is out of harmony with the moral law. To put it in the terms of St. Thomas Aquinas: An unjust law is a human law that is not rooted in eternal law and natural law. Any law that uplifts human personality is just. Any law that degrades human personality is unjust."
There is injustice in Egypt. Laws that can permit a man to be arrested for simply saying the laws of the land should be just and equal are not "moral laws". Laws that deny him the right to speak out against it are not moral and are injust.
"Let me give another explanation. A law is unjust if it is inflicted on a minority that, as a result of being denied the right to vote, had no part in enacting or devising the law. Who can say that the legislature of Alabama which set up that state's segregation laws was democratically elected? Throughout Alabama all sorts of devious methods are used to prevent Negroes from becoming registered voters, and there are some counties in which, even though Negroes constitute a majority of the population, not a single Negro is registered. Can any law enacted under such circumstances be considered democratically structured?
Sometimes a law is just on its face and unjust in its application. For instance, I have been arrested on a charge of parading without a permit. Now, there is nothing wrong in having an ordinance which requires a permit for a parade. But such an ordinance becomes unjust when it is used to maintain segregation and to deny citizens the First Amendment privilege of peaceful assembly and protest.
I hope you are able to ace the distinction I am trying to point out. In no sense do I advocate evading or defying the law, as would the rabid segregationist. That would lead to anarchy. One who breaks an unjust law must do so openly, lovingly, and with a willingness to accept the penalty. I submit that an individual who breaks a law that conscience tells him is unjust and who willingly accepts the penalty of imprisonment in order to arouse the conscience of the community over its injustice, is in reality expressing the highest respect for law. "
Remember that. YOu have indeed expressed the "highest respect for the law" when you have challenged the injustice of a law that is against the best principles of man. The question for you and others with you is "Are you prepared to pay the price?"
"I must make two honest confessions to you, my Christian and Jewish brothers. First, I must confess that over the past few years I have been gravely disappointed with the white moderate. I have almost reached the regrettable conclusion that the Negro's great stumbling block in his stride toward freedom is not the White Citizen's Counciler or the Ku Klux Klanner, but the white moderate, who is more devoted to "order" than to justice; who prefers a negative peace which is the absence of tension to a positive peace which is the presence of justice; who constantly says: "I agree with you in the goal you seek, but I cannot agree with your methods of direct action"; who paternalistically believes he can set the timetable for another man's freedom; who lives by a mythical concept of time and who constantly advises the Negro to wait for a "more convenient season." Shallow understanding from people of good will is more frustrating than absolute misunderstanding from people of ill will. Lukewarm acceptance is much more bewildering than outright rejection.snip
You speak of our activity in Birmingham as extreme. At fist I was rather disappointed that fellow clergymen would see my nonviolent efforts as those of an extremist. I began thinking about the fact that stand in the middle of two opposing forces in the Negro community. One is a force of complacency, made up in part of Negroes who, as a result of long years of oppression, are so drained of self-respect and a sense of "somebodiness" that they have adjusted to segregation; and in part of a few middle class Negroes who, because of a degree of academic and economic security and because in some ways they profit by segregation, have become insensitive to the problems of the masses. The other force is one of bitterness and hatred, and it comes perilously close to advocating violence. It is expressed in the various black nationalist groups that are springing up across the nation, the largest and best-known being Elijah Muhammad's Muslim movement. Nourished by the Negro's frustration over the continued existence of racial discrimination, this movement is made up of people who have lost faith in America, who have absolutely repudiated Christianity, and who have concluded that the white man is an incorrigible "devil."
I have tried to stand between these two forces, saying that we need emulate neither the "do-nothingism" of the complacent nor the hatred and despair of the black nationalist. For there is the more excellent way of love and nonviolent protest. I am grateful to God that, through the influence of the Negro church, the way of nonviolence became an integral part of our struggle. snip
But though I was initially disappointed at being categorized as an extremist, as I continued to think about the matter I gradually gained a measure of satisfaction from the label. Was not Jesus an extremist for love: "Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you." Was not Amos an extremist for justice: "Let justice roll down like waters and righteousness like an ever-flowing stream." Was not Paul an extremist for the Christian gospel: "I bear in my body the marks of the Lord Jesus." Was not Martin Luther an extremist: "Here I stand; I cannot do otherwise, so help me God." And John Bunyan: "I will stay in jail to the end of my days before I make a butchery of my conscience." And Abraham Lincoln: "This nation cannot survive half slave and half free." And Thomas Jefferson: "We hold these truths to be self-evident, that an men are created equal ..." So the question is not whether we will be extremists, but what kind of extremists we viii be. We we be extremists for hate or for love? Will we be extremist for the preservation of injustice or for the extension of justice? "
this is hard from so far away. I am sure you are thinking, if you read this at all, that this is all good and well, but it is you in the cell and not me and not MLK. I think only, as I read this, that so many things he said almost 50 years ago still stand true today and resonate in your situation. You can replace the word "negro" and "white moderate" with any race, minority or politically oppressed group as well as the name of the "moderate" and find that it is the same.
What his words will mean to you, I don't know. I only hope they will give you strength in knowing that you are fighting the same fight, the same hate, the same injustice. another has been in the cell before you and he had to reason it out with himself and others as well. Don't let them tell you that it is not "time". "Time" he says, "is not neutral." Or in otherwords, time waits for no man and it certainly will not resolve the question in Egypt as to the resolution of the injustice against you and other freedom minded people.
As to the police officers who arrested you, MLK speaks:
"Before closing I feel impelled to mention one other point in your statement that has troubled me profoundly. You warmly commended the Birmingham police force for keeping "order" and "preventing violence." I doubt that you would have so warmly commended the police force if you had seen its dogs sinking their teeth into unarmed, nonviolent Negroes. I doubt that you would so quickly commend the policemen if .you were to observe their ugly and inhumane treatment of Negroes here in the city jail; if you were to watch them push and curse old Negro women and young Negro girls; if you were to see them slap and kick old Negro men and young boys; if you were to observe them, as they did on two occasions, refuse to give us food because we wanted to sing our grace together. I cannot join you in your praise of the Birmingham police department.
It is true that the police have exercised a degree of discipline in handing the demonstrators. In this sense they have conducted themselves rather "nonviolently" in pubic. But for what purpose? To preserve the evil system of segregation. Over the past few years I have consistently preached that nonviolence demands that the means we use must be as pure as the ends we seek. I have tried to make clear that it is wrong to use immoral means to attain moral ends. But now I must affirm that it is just as wrong, or perhaps even more so, to use moral means to preserve immoral ends. Perhaps Mr. Connor and his policemen have been rather nonviolent in public, as was Chief Pritchett in Albany, Georgia but they have used the moral means of nonviolence to maintain the immoral end of racial injustice. As T. S. Eliot has said: "The last temptation is the greatest treason: To do the right deed for the wrong reason."
I wish you had commended the Negro sit-inners and demonstrators of Birmingham for their sublime courage, their willingness to suffer and their amazing discipline in the midst of great provocation. One day the South will recognize its real heroes. They will be the James Merediths, with the noble sense of purpose that enables them to face Jeering, and hostile mobs, and with the agonizing loneliness that characterizes the life of the pioneer. They will be old, oppressed, battered Negro women, symbolized in a seventy-two-year-old woman in Montgomery, Alabama, who rose up with a sense of dignity and with her people decided not to ride segregated buses, and who responded with ungrammatical profundity to one who inquired about her weariness: "My fleets is tired, but my soul is at rest." "
As to the lenght of this comment, Mr. King writes for me:
"Never before have I written so long a letter. I'm afraid it is much too long to take your precious time. I can assure you that it would have been much shorter if I had been writing from a comfortable desk, but what else can one do when he is alone in a narrow jail cell, other than write long letters, think long thoughts and pray long prayers?
If I have said anything in this letter that overstates the truth and indicates an unreasonable impatience, I beg you to forgive me. If I have said anything that understates the truth and indicates my having a patience that allows me to settle for anything less than brotherhood, I beg God to forgive me.
I hope this letter finds you strong in the faith. I also hope that circumstances will soon make it possible for me to meet each of you, not as an integrationist or a civil rights leader but as a fellow clergyman and a Christian brother. Let us all hope that the dark clouds of racial prejudice will soon pass away and the deep fog of misunderstanding will be lifted from our fear-drenched communities, and in some not too distant tomorrow the radiant stars of love and brotherhood will shine over our great nation with all their scintillating beauty.
Yours for the cause of Peace and Brotherhood, "
Signed Martin Luther King, Jr
Thank you for doing the hard work. I will pray for you and yours and ask for you to receive guidance on the matter. In the end, only you can decide. I just wanted to let you know that you are not the first, nor the last, nor are you really alone. You are walking with giants. I can say, with certainty, that it may be long and you may not be able to continue, but someone will and you have taken their first step for them.
I will continue to write letters to our State Dept and the Egyptian Embassy as well as sign the petition.
I just want to ask all those who say "wait", "how long"?
For all those who have time, I suggest reading MLK's entire letter. I have barely touched on all the things that resemble your current situation.
If you stand for nothing else, let it be for this one thing, this one moment: freedom.
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